Sunday, November 6, 2011

Welcome! Come join my journey as it happens.

An artist's journey....

I meant to start this blog a month ago, but have been immersed in the ride as it is happening. Haven't taken the time until now.

I'm looking for a rebirth. No. I am CREATING a rebirth!

Life's circumstances took me off the path of creativity and success. But THAT is in the past. I have lived it. I acknowledge it. I have kissed it goodbye and sent it on its way. What happens today and tomorrow can't rest on the stumbling blocks of yesterday.

The past several years have been a metamorphizing, uphill CLIMB - a grueling climb. Something in the past couple of months pushed me to explode through perceived roadblocks. Things still hold me back, I am on a quest now to discover what they are and to defeat them.

It started small.

A connection to the past, yes, but a good one. Recognition of my art and enthusiasm for selling whatever I could send. At the time it was only dusted off and almost forgotten works carefully packed away in hopes of "someday".

They sold FAST with an eager hunger for MORE! Wonderful, great, fantastic! But I am still roadblocked and have yet to provide the MORE. Shame and embarassment step in... more tidy little roadblocks to overcome. As each day passes, the weight gets heavier. I have yet to work beyond it.

Freeze frame. About face. An oppurtunity arises that has the potential to spark creative enthusiasm once again.

And that will be my next blog entry.... It's still 11:49 according to my body, though the clocks say 10:49. Time for rest and rejuvenation.

Until the next time!


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